“We try so hard to hide everything we’re really feeling from those who probably need to know our true feelings the most.”
— Colleen Hoover, Maybe Someday
Laura-21-Germany-No reason to stay is a good reason to go.
Play with her butt, not her feelings.
touch her butt and call her bootyful
“We try so hard to hide everything we’re really feeling from those who probably need to know our true feelings the most.”
— Colleen Hoover, Maybe Someday
What hurts so badly, so very badly,
Is that I know you do not care like I do.I know that you do not feel hollow when you think of me.
I know that you do not lie awake at night, unable to sleep.
I know that you do not dream about me coming back to you.
I know that the words we did not say don’t follow you around like echoes.
I know that you can talk to other people and you do not wish that they were me.
I know that you do not have to pretend, you can smile and laugh, and not still wish I was there.
I know that missing me does not feel like a weight that you carry upon your shoulders.
I know that you are far happier without me.And perhaps, that is the hardest and that is what hurts the most,
The fact that I did everything that I could possibly think of,
And you are still happier without me.
i just want you to know that i’m not the easiest person to love. I have a massive part of me that is missing or broken from the last guy and i’m not gonna lie, it’s gonna take a long time to fix those up, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to try. I have to be honest to myself and to you and say that a part of me will always love my first love. A part of me is always going to want him, a part of me is always going to be sad and still have hope but every other piece, i want to be consumed by you. My first love has taught me so many lessons. So maybe i’m not going to fall as hard, maybe i’m not going to give in to an “i love you” as easily as i used too, maybe i’m going to have a bit of trouble learning how to trust again but i want to do that. The best part about a second love is it teaches you how to recover from the first, it shows you love when you thought all was gone to waste. I’m going to be difficult at times, I need attention, constantly. I love to be complimented and sometimes i need a reminder that i’m the only one, i love kisses and cuddles and sometimes i’m going to get mad, for no absolute reason except for the pure fact i want to see you get all frustrated and cute. I believe that all relationships have arguments and i am not afraid to have them, sometimes i’ll get sad whether there’s reasons or not and sometimes i need space, other times i need as much as love as you can give. Right now, I have more barriers than i ever have before but i’m okay enough to want to see where this goes. I’m not easy, but believe me, i’m worth it.
They say, “It’s his loss.”
They’re right. You lost more than I did, even if you don’t realize it.
I lost someone who didn’t care about me.
You lost someone who cared more about you than she ever will.
So don’t call me when it hits you. Don’t call me when you change your mind.
I loved you, but you lost me.
:)
TO THE GIRL WHO LOVES HIM NEXT
Take care of him. He has the kindest heart, he may not always seem like it though. He try’s to hide it with sarcasm and side comments, pretending that he has not one care in the world. If you can look past it though you will see how much love he has to give.
He won’t always text you back, but he will still think of you. Unlike the rest of us he is not glued to his phone, just because he sometimes takes an hour to answer doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you.
He sleeps, a lot. There are nights where he sleeps more hours then he spent awake that day. He just sometimes needs to not be anything. Being no where is easier than being himself sometimes. Although he hates sleeping with people you’ll know he loves you if he asks you to join him.
Love to him is the scariest thing on the planet, if he tells you I love you do not take it lightly. Know that saying it took every inch of courage he has. if he disappears after know that he is just scared and hopefully he will find his way back to you. Just give him time, give him all the time in the world. He is more than worth it.
Please, just love him with everything you have because had I have been given the chance I would have given him every single part of me. Love him the way I only wish I could. If you are lucky enough for him to love you, please love him back.
But better to get hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie.
“I don’t know where I’m gonna be five years from now, but I pray to god it’s somewhere with a beautiful view and beside you.”
—
Unknown
